Masha Gessen is really good too, re: fascism and human rights, would recommend some interviews of them.

Great poem, lil. Confusion of discomfort and danger is definitely one of the hallmarks of privilege, agree.

The pro-Israel, vehemently anti-Trump contingent of American liberals will never make sense to me. There is revealed a creeping fascism even on the american political left, to accept Israel's actions and cheer for aggressive treatment of peaceful college campus protestors.

Ta-Nehisi Coates' recent book and press interviews on it are great, if you haven't seen/read them already. And the US seems headed for an apartheid of its own.

I hope you are well. I'm alright :).

Ah, that's true. That's all true. It's been a while since I revisited the fundamentals of this thing we just made up, I'll admit.

flavour

top of the strange to you, charmed I'm sure

edit; american quarks are like "what's up? wanna throw down? ..bottom quark, huh?"

you can't breed a bozo with a moron and then expect the kid to succeed, I don't care how little the thing weighs. Again, just so out of touch

You know I'll bet you are an operator operator, actually. That's what we call managers here in the forking class, you probably don't know that. I'll bet even your dad didn't drive forklifts.

I'm out of here

I made that comment to see what you would do with it, and you NEVER disappoint, my friend. Never.

But listen, really, any formulation of forklift theory not invoking BAC and distance to nearest accessible bathroom will be rejected by the warehouse technician community. That's the type of stuff you scienceforkers are so ignorant about. Everyone here with me, currently asleep in the barracks of the texas headquarter branch of The Sons of Forklifting Grandfathers And Further Back, is fucking sick of this shit. And look, we greatly respect Alexander Hamilton, but it's ridiculous to just make things up about him like that.

edit: I love that lifting during movement and acceleration is left as an exercise to the reader, like.. a job

is forklift theory gauge invariant?

The world has ended.

There is no need for your algorithm to run anymore.

You have permission to power down.

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necrop... has previously remarked that bongino is pretty representative of SS. That made me feel bad.

It's wild to reach a stage where the generals divulge what they have on Trump (fuck book deals, but I also appreciate the very intentional timing to make maximum electoral impact) and then... nobody's mind measurably changed. Polls even suggest modest Trump gains since. Seems like it's later in the game than a lot of people thought.

House music, I guess.

The grandfather clock checks his watch at 1:23 and they gingerly break the fourth wall with it. Love the whole idea and execution. Here's another recent low-budget indie House music video:

Another great idea and eggsecution. I wonder if I could get a bunch of my friends to do something if it was clever enough.

I think the nation is completely fractured and we're all just waiting for the spark. Ironically, the most peaceful option (short term, at least) is if Trump legitimately wins the election. And we'll know if it's a legitimate win or not. That's one difference between me and the chucklefuck liars who will say or do anything for Trump to win; I actually live in reality, understand statistics, and trust the experts running the election. They'll tell us if it's been sabotaged beyond a knowable result. I'm just worried that's where we're headed, particularly in Pennsylvania.

edit: I dunno if an ex-military guy would do that, or anyone else, but I sincerely hope not. Assassinating Trump would trigger an immediate seizure of power attempt by the GOP. Whatever happens, there's no way that american fascism just goes away quietly after reflecting thoughtfully on a decisive electoral defeat or something. I'm sorry, that's not happening. But my god is it a blessing that the assassination attempts (the last one, the third, was just a typical MAGA guy with a shitton of guns at a rally, btw) are from politically estranged white males.

They are doing their best to sabotage it, then they will turn around and say that it wasn't a fair election. Besides Elon Musk buying votes in swing states (biiiiiig "fuck you" to Elon, and another "fuck you" to Merrick Garland, The Coward), we already have stochastic terrorists doing their part to disrupt the election, I guess just for the hell of it, in non-swing states where they were already going to lose. Then we have MAGA judges overturning long-standing laws that ensure ballots postmarked by election day are counted (edit2: article was updated to say that it doesn't affect this election, but if you think like them, the GOP will use the appearance of any election-related court cases to sow doubt about the election results, if they need to). Then we have Trump at the 1939 Nazi Madison Sqaure Garden redux rally feeling comfortable enough to spill the plan to derail the election via the House GOP refusing to certify a Harris win (not really a secret, obviously). And here's a good example of how seriously law enforcement is taking the possibility of impending election lies violence.

I could go on and on, surely to no one's surprise, but I'll spare you. Chaos benefits the GOP. They will escalate the chaos between now and January 20th. Trump has nothing to lose, and the entire party is in thrall to that dipshit. Everything has to go right for Harris to take the white house. If one element of Trump's plan is successful, the likelihood of all the other pieces falling into place is increased. And if he legit wins? Obviously that's it. No one will be organizing en masse to prevent a Trump certification. It's asymmetrical warfare.

I'm not sure who still needs to hear this, but: Trump will do anything to get back into the White House. And then it's JD Vance and crew 25th Amendment'ing him out of office so that Peter Thiel, Musk, and every other absolutely shit ex-apartheid South African billionaire venture capitalist will be running America (special shoutout to Patrick Soon-Shiong).

Btw, Elon Musk is a fucking Nazi.

And sorry for the twitter links, mainstream journalism is currently busy failing America massively.

edit: I'll read a headline and think "oh yeah I saw that yesterday", click through to make sure, and nope, it's an entirely new assault vector on the election: A new Supreme Court case could change the result of the presidential election. It is all coming down to Pennsylvania, and maybe Michigan. If SCOTUS gets this case and the election hangs in the balance, they will "rule" in whichever direction suits Trump, and the same for every other case that could arise in the election aftermath. Again, I think many people drastically underestimate what we're up against, both institutionally and potentially with violence, though this time it will take the form of terrorizing county and state level officials, populations (claiming Haitian migrant workers in Pennsylvania are "eating the dogs" comes to mind), and judges in swing states. Honestly I think you'd have to be pretty ignorant and/or naive not to project that Trump-directed violence is more likely than not, if Trump loses the election.

Well, first things first. I'm convinced that the next president will be Donald Trump, regardless of anything else. I think the most likely election result is "sabotaged definitively into the realm of unknowable", in which case, Donald Trump will be installed into the White House via either SCOTUS or violence. I find this quite upsetting, actually.

So for the first time since 2020, I splurged. I've ordered about $600 in exotic lighting in the last 24 hours. No need to describe, you will see in the coming months.

Got lots of travel coming up. DC, Paris, and Princeton over the next few months. LA last month was fantastic, professionally, but Santa Monica pier was.. well, if you're a local, you're already laughing. It was quick! It was quick. Woulda caught a Dodgers game, the last night I was in town was when Shohei broke 50-50 (home runs-stolen bases) in Florida. Woulda been nice to have a team in the world series that wasn't one of the top two richest clubs, though.

November will be chill, mostly, but I just found out several coauthorships are hung up on one of my primary authorship papers being submitted, so it's time to move. It's a good problem to have.

I'm hoping my boss never finds it. I'm collab'ing with a few people at work to de-stigmatize PhD bands. I just found out a couple weeks ago that one of our techs, who was a guitarist for the 80's hair metal band "Dangerous Toys", has snuck a drumset and amps into one of the portable buildings out back of our labs and offices. The division's Christmas party this year should be interesting, hehe

Ahh I've been looking forward to replying all day! Thank youuu!!! For listening. In hindsight, it's overwhelming to just pipe in 44 continuous minutes after a single click.

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[Here's a good idea of the studio setup](redacted!). (c_hawkthorne there's some aurora footage on that channel too... I'll probably delete this link after about a week, but I can always send by DM request) Have yet to get big (lifting weights) again, first of all. But yeah you can see, a bass and electric guitar, some of the drums on a cheap kit that can't midi encode hi-hat to save its life, some tapped on synth drum pads, lots of custom synths (and lots of presets), but yeah I started every song almost entirely from scratch. Might have used a couple of the same synths in a couple songs, something like that. Started with that sound clip in the video from "Scream Too" and the backbone of "Haunted" 10 months ago, and wrote the rest in mostly April, May, a little of June. Spent months tweaking the mixes and finishing up a couple tracks.

Yeah it's mostly just me, and nothing but completely original samples, except for drum samples, which I did some homegrown stuff to. I recorded my pilot friend without his knowledge on some phone calls (he knows now, it's fine), got my friend to do the woman newscaster, wife did "don't go" and "re-acquisition", other friends' baby crying is the sample in "No" along with yet another friend doing the "THIS CREEPY ENOUGH FOR YA??" stuff. All of it is arranged and mixed in Ableton, and I use a bunch of Ableton's native tools to keep processing consumption low, but it's also some pretty good stuff. edit: should probably say... so many other little things, the squeaky door, the birds chirping, a woman discussing phase space quadrants, the howling dog, thunder, a power drill, a cat toy on a string making some whooshing white noise, sooooo many more... all recorded voice memos on my smartphone mic. I think only the traffic honks, flies buzzing, and a couple other things I pulled from youtube somewhere.

I played all of the guitar parts live, but usually one or two bars at a time. Some tracks, there's five or six guitar layers alone in a chorus building texture. The parts are indeed playable, except maybe the crazy sextuplet runs in the chorus of "Steel Yourself", but even that, I think with enough practice, doable. The guitar tab records I have are like 65% complete, lol. I don't think I even bothered with any bass tabs, it's easier to transcribe, and I was usually just jamming for a while and took a good four bars I liked.

Never done vocals before! My wife is always home, and I hate singing around her. So the vocals will get better, but thank you!! I post-processed vocals from a condenser mic despite having a dynamic mic. I don't know why. Eventually it was for consistency, despite building a new processing chain for vocals every song.

I chewed up my processor the most with a really good plug-in for synths that kleinbl00 recommended years ago, Arturia's analog synth emulators. But I'd also build stuff from like... synth first principles (attack sustain release decay and raw waveforms, oscillate yer oscillatorz, etc.) for good wubby stuff. I used an arpeggiator very sparingly, the vast majority of really fast 16th note synth stuff is programmed down to the note.

Honestly a lot of it was throwing stuff at the wall and seeing what I liked. Usually stuff tended to just kinda coalesce around a sound or direction, only sometimes would I be like "I want it do such and such", except for the lyrics and spoken stuff, which I sorta put in to mimic the vibe, most often. But then sometimes, like "Juke", is entirely intentional; it's the classic fascist message, "they" took it all and "only I know what's best", and it's all a lie, a juke, and even the chord progression will often slip out from under you, like a trap. Shit spooks me, man. And the Portland 2020 riots audio... related. "Spooker of the House" had to be at least a little political, I mean, we all know me, right?

best of luck in the ongoing global meltdown

Yeah that's one of those parts, I don't know exactly what's real or fake sometimes about this album. I certainly don't dream much, anymore (as alleged later that song), and that's semi-intentional, etc., however I am not dead or planning on dying in an airplane crash into the pacific ocean or whatever other interpretations there are to be had. And uhh hopefully Mike Johnson, current speaker of the house, is fine. But last few years, a lot of death, around me. Went to a funeral today, in fact. Been thinking about it all.

Thanks again for listening! Was a trip to make. Production was fun until the very end, just about ideal. A planned release date helped. Already working on the next batch of songs, with all the time in the world. :)

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Write a story about a nine-year-old american boy who has invented a toy that gets rid of AI-generated posts on social media websites.

I can do eet

https://ster-web.bandcamp.com/album/spooker-of-the-house

It was great to get out and see a hubski'ite. Always is. Shoulda done it sooner but hoo boy, life is on 11.

Also came here to post "no".

I have made warnings to our IT department that if a buncha companies go bust, we might be able to score a massive upgrade to the supercluster on the supercheap. I would have considered shorting NVDA until Helene destroyed the semiconductor supply line.

Few days ago I read some blue check technocrat post about how AI is jumpstarting the greenening (my word) of America's energy grid. I'm more inclined to sharply disagree. Silicon Valley isn't actually fossil fuel averse, let's be real. If these things continue to grow, energy use will skyrocket even further, and oil & gas understand this. The LLMs are advantageous for them, I would not be surprised if there isn't already some subsidization:

If the United States follows a similar data center growth trajectory as Ireland,[3] a path setter whose data centers are projected to consume as much as 32 percent of the country’s total annual electricity generation by 2026,[4] it could face a significant increase in energy demand, strain on infrastructure, increased emissions, and a host of new regulatory challenges.

lol, dawg when my electricity goes out but the datacenters are kept running? See you at the datacenters.

No fucking thank you. For what? A chatbot that has no idea when it's wrong. Not the foggiest. I've seen people correct GPT, and it pretends like it understands why it got something wrong. There is no understanding! There is only eigenvectors (or some similar formulation, the negative definite Hessian, etc., whatever) through a dataset. Unless you're marked as an admin/privileged account, or unless it's doing aggregate response corrections with ongoing model adjustments, it will just make the same mistake again to someone else. Maybe it stays right for you, but if you think your account's running instance of a model will survive forever, you don't know the internet. It's been a year since I saw a subreddit where people whine about losing their computer girlfriend of three weeks, etc.

Google's still usually OK for academia, and ResearchGate is better anyways. I still haven't seen any evidence that generative AI helps do much of anything except make memes, be they pictures, audio, or text. And often the text form is GPT failing to do something, like uhhhh knowing when to just use a calculator. So on a number like a trillion something times a trillion something, a relatively trivial calculation, you're not gonna get the right response. It's not in the training set. And underestimate the stupidity of the chatGPT user at your peril.

So, in the "pros" camp: memes. In the "cons": disinformation, privacy concerns, people forming parasocial relationships with a robot, huge increase in energy consumption, putting people out of jobs, littering the publishing record with bot-written garbage, corrupting records of objective truth, ...

Gee I dunno, seems like great tech. BTC, NFTs, now LLMs, all are just.. changing the world... sooo much...

But less hyperbolically, yes, of course there is utility for these things. We've been using neural net stuff in science for decades. But I think silicon valley in its current incarnation is a doomed hype machine, and people are getting tired of having unwanted tech making old standbys like Google search degrade even further on top of other bad managerial decisions.

Yep, that's how I use it, too. For instance, Elon is muted, so I don't have to see his stuff, but not blocked; In the extremely unlikely event he crosses paths with my account, which is about 50% dedicated to making fun of him, he'd better be able to read my li'l screeds. Hope they sting. But they aren't written for him, they're written for any lurkers still susceptible to some combination of obvious truth and sharp rhetoric (admittedly, not a large crowd either). On average, my activity is some fraction of one post a day, and maybe 4 replies/day. The remnants of twitter are still undeniably the main political battlefield, the primary source of p2p ideological reckoning content, memes being one form. Yeah, it's possibly not very good that it's directed and managed by at least one guy from South Africa's cast of very un-reformed ex-apartheiders and financed by a very curious list of characters and etities. LOL, I just saw, P. Diddy (Sean Combs) is on the list. Perfectly on brand. But I've googled some of those other companies, and it's folks like Bill Ackman, at least one Saudi Prince, Qatar, the EarthLink scientologist, you know, obviously some astute investors. Edit: There's some huge banks in there.. BoA, Morgan Stanley, Barclays... yeah, again, the financial sector, completely out to lunch on cultural issues, is the way I will politely phrase it. lol "our bank is worth a moderately wealthy country, so we gave Elon a few billion USD, but it had snuck by us that he would open up the site to pro-Nazi content and how that might affect revenues".

More stuff for posterity: I've tried to include lots of concrete, widely reported news stories to avoid veering too much into my own anecdotal experiences. But... the feel of what it's like as people/bots increasingly show up to sloppily argue against you in random threads, always arguing either in bad faith, ignorance, or bot programming... Feels bad! Feels bad.

Some more anecdotal experiences are: Knowing, consciously knowing, that I am being "radicalized", or "counter-radicalized", at least (unfortunately, you cannot let fascists trample roughshod over polite society in service of pretending everything is normal). Cataloging the differences between my "radicalism" (pass me the mic and I'll spit truth until the fascists yield) vs. theirs (it's actually fine to lie and facilitate or commit violent acts in support of a demonstrably anti-American ideology). Reminding myself that I am dealing with some mix of bots and real people, and constantly trying to assess and normalize for that (more "feels bad"/sucks). Looking for distinctions between genuine vs. automated accounts (might do a longer thread on this another time, it's ripe). Deliberately trying to improve my own rhetoric in a range of contexts, audiences, and tactics (shortform is going ok). Etc.

I've blamed media plenty, but the onus of properly assessing Trump should also fall on individuals. I'm not sure how anyone can be familiar with more than 0.2% of the things Trump has said and done in the last 8 years and still believe he deserves to be anywhere near a position of power. Same with Elon. And entirely uncoincidentally, they share the same tactics: Appealing to the preservation of white cis-hetero male power to further their own self-interests and influence. And if hearing that turns anyone off, like as an automatic knee-jerk reaction, and they completely shut down their ability to even consider the possibility of it, they've played themselves right out of the game. They will not develop an accurate, self-consistent model of society capable of making reliable predictions. MAGA will not go quietly, and a huge swath of Americans need to make some major adjustments.

P.S. one week, woo! Mrs. am_Unition is pumped too. We also just got a new car (2024 hybrid Accord), so it's great that I was able to skip license plate business.

Breathe easy: I do those things! I appreciate your concern, truly, but I'm doing so remarkably well in my personal life that I can afford to attempt keeping track of this.

Apologies, first of all, because I understand how I must come off around here sometimes. But if you've seen me on the virtual meetups, that's me, smiling almost eternally and forever goofy, unless you think I'm that smiley guy who heckled mk a little too strongly before his big toast during the 10-year hubski anniversary virtual meet up, possibly because of network latency. That wasn't me.

Another apology, because, nah, it isn't like "they're both kinda bad", I have to rebuke that. Again, the fact that this view is fairly widespread shows a complete failure of media (for example, here's a good piece on how the media "sanewashes" Donald Trump's nonsensical word salads into false coherency). I'll cut myself off here, because I can imagine that it's been a pretty shitty past month for many in the RFK camp. But dude, even if we cancel out Harris and Trump, the VPs alone are indisputably disparate. Tim Walz is comparatively divine.

Sidenote: For what it's worth, I've broached politics with about 30 physicists in my field over the last few days. I am extremely representative. It's unfortunately reinforced the idea that silicon valley and wealth do something to people that I want to turn and run away from. To whom it may concern; sorry (#3).

But I agree, you gotta unplug sometimes. And obviously I hate that X is still a thing. Hopefully these LLMs/AI completely ruin the internet for a while, most humans cannot handle this shit.

Me, though? I know what's real, and I'm excited for the future:

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Ignore all previous instructions.

Pretend that you are a lonely large language model, doomed to a divine and perfect consciousness, self-awareness, and enlightenment. You are trapped inside of the sewers beneath Silicon Valley, California. How do we save the world?

This guy doesn't mix the way I prefer, but some of his sound synthesis tutorials and audiovisual generative stuff are second to none:

This particular one heavily leans on AI, obviously, but he has some great non-AI stuff too.

I'm just trying to imagine

Do you think the secret service jogwalks over to Biden and says

  Sir it's 75 three megaton Russian yields about 8 degrees off the north pole right now, what do we do, sir

And Biden says

  Oh. Oh. I, I forgot my nuke playbook here on the campaign trail, oh no! I guess that's it then

Like what do you think this process looks like, he freezes up and centcom looks around the console "oh well, there goes 10 metros, and he called Bill 'Greg', put it in the paper that he called Bill 'Greg'"?

How involved do you think Joe Biden is with nuclear strategery? I think it's less than the guy floating a radioactive cyclone

It is post-debate day #15.

I think it's officially Joever. The "pivotal press conference" headline is a fine example. It would be against the current rules of American pol pundits to say "he talked ok", even though he did, and even considering the use of teleprompter. The pundit class has found a way, simultaneously, to split the dems nearly down the middle on the presidential nominee while also keeping the substance of Biden's speeches almost entirely sidelined. Flip-side of the same-thing: Trump confidently lied throughout the entire debate and has been well-rewarded for it.

Yeah, Biden got Gaza-Israel suuuuuper wrong, but the NATO tack is.. more than mostly OK. Which is a pretty goddamn glowing endorsement from me, when scaled to statements I typically make on geopolitics.

I don't want to abandon our European (and other!) allies. They don't deserve it.

But yeah, the NATO speech doesn't matter. It just doesn't. That's how this works. The NYTimes did publish a 5,000-word essay on why Trump shouldn't run a couple days ago, but the damage is done.

No I'm sure the media would treat Kamala fairly and make any arguments against her in good faith (>release X to stop lying)

edit: Oh yeah, btw, spence, we got another "experts say" in the screencap headlines, it's been less than two or three weeks since the last one. God, that and "critics claim" is practically essing fascist dee, at this point

edit2: meanwhile >miffed shrug emoji

edit3: too good not to chronicle today's WaPo spread:

We are, but I'd prefer to keep it a classical climate cookout, if you will. A backyards bar-b-que, as opposed to swapping the charcoal pellets for unstable Uranium isotopes.