I think 15 is an okay age - certainly an age were you can comfortably say that things under that are rape even if the girl said yes because dude - she's fourteen.

I have had terrible dating luck. My last "boyfriend" was when I was 11. (I actually think about that and go "Ehh... I was making out with a guy? At 11? Seriously? That's a bit..." He was twelve by the way.)

My last actual dating thing ended with me playing Fable 3 with him and he randomly pulling out his well... I didn't stop to ask what he called it but he did say "Can it come inside?". After I let out a horrified no he asked why.

Yeah.

He still tries to talk to me regularly. And tries to sit next to me on the bus.

I do want to date - but not enough to go out of my way to do it. Also due to a really touchy-feely friendship with one girl I'm pretty sure most people think I'm gay & spoken for Which doesn't really help the dating aspect.

Also I have a chronic bitch-face.

it is not easy for me to admit I care and I often get frustrated when my caring for another person causes me to act in a way that doesn't align with my underlying wants/desires.

I feel like I could relate so much to this.

Also - if one is talking stereotypes I wear a dress but is loud and argumentative and such and I sometimes find myself holding that back when with a guy I kind of like and I really hate doing that.

Also I love that poem now.