Oh hey. It's Pubski time again. Caught me by surprise.

I started jogging in the early morning - 6 AM or so. It's chilly and it leaves me tired for the rest of the day, but it's worth every minute. I'm doing baby steps at the moment and looking forward to see how the exercise unfolds as I increase the pressure. It fills me with confidence, and that's what I need right now.

Today, I overcame the fear that's been crippling my university progress for months: I came to the dean's office to talk about switching tutors for one subject. The whole thing took about five minutes. I'm now waiting for the dean's decision - she has to sign the written request. If that goes through, I'll have two whole parts of speech - noun and adjective - to cover for Grammar. If that goes through, I'll sit my ass off to have it done: it's good for me, so it's worth the effort.

I've been thinking about visiting the therapist once more, and I think I'll postpone it for much later. The last visit left me with a lot to think through about my life and a lot to work through as far as personal issues are concerned. The latter I believe I must do alone - if just because I can - while to former, I don't see how I can get a therapist's help with. I'll sign up for another visit as soon as I hit another barrier I can't work through on my own.

I noticed recently that most of my social page's wall's been filled with music, and that music's good. From gloomy, grim and sad songs I go towards cheerful, positively-energetic and emotional. Music is an important part of my life, and seeing such improvement makes me glad for the progress I make.