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swedishbadgergirl  ·  3400 days ago  ·  link  ·    ·  parent  ·  post: How often do you visit Hubski? How much time do you spend here? Why?

I visit hubski when I am bored, frustrated, my body is being a stupid idiot and hurting and I have to sitt very specifically so my back wont hurt.

Hubski is great because I can express myself in writing and talk and sometimes bitch about my life to people who read/listen.

I can spend loads of time here writing comments and interacting with people. I usually turn up in the summer and in the winter. Like a very weirdly hibernating bear. Or badger if you will.

Why do you go on here FFG?





user-inactivated  ·  3400 days ago  ·  link  ·  

    and I have to sitt very specifically so my back wont hurt.

I know the feeling: broke my back when I was six. Had to stand on my knees against whatever you call the place before a window for the whole first grade. What's up with yours?

    Why do you go on here FFG?

It's the first place to give me the tough love I needed. People here are being mostly themselves, with opinions expressed barely censored, which I appreciate and find attractive. Here, I can express my opinion and be certain that I won't be disrespected unless I act in a disrespectful manner to begin with. Here, if you screw up, it's your fault most of the times, and I like that. Such honesty and openness is revitalizing for a person who grew up in a pit of repressed emotions and manipulation.

swedishbadgergirl  ·  3400 days ago  ·  link  ·  

EDS/JHS. Long story short my collagen is WEIRD wich leads to my joints not being held together properly. And leads to me being overly flexible/hypermobile.

Trying o loosen the muscels in your back is a challange and a ahlf but now I've trained enough that I can jump up in the air and arch it which usually works.

user-inactivated  ·  3400 days ago  ·  link  ·  

Wow. You don't see that everyday. If you don't mind me asking, how's your daily life affected by such a condition?

swedishbadgergirl  ·  3400 days ago  ·  link  ·  

Standing and sitting is really uncomfortable, and it's not visible on me other than the fact that I have more scars then the average 17 year old. (And more stretchmarks) so I try to stretch and move as much as I can, or sit with pillows behin my back to stabilize it.

I have a special matress, guards for my forearms to stabilize them during the night, I eat an NSAID (basically ibroprophen, but stronger, to save my stomach) when my body decides to inflame everything. I eat an medicine to lessen production of stomach acid to not get stomach problems from eating an NSAID, I take an kortison nose-spray to not get a sore throat when my sinuses also inflame.

I basically can't sit still. Which isn't a huge problem. I missed a ton of school but I am going to a normal class with my teachers knowing that if I walk out for a bit, or kinda fold myself over it's not because I'm obnoxious it's 'cause my joints hurt.

But also, I am very durable. I have never broken a bone and I was/am one of those kids that climb everything, do catwheels, back handsprings, etc in the back yard. I was a really active kid and I'm still quite active - especially in summers. I don't have to be careful with myself at all, except when it comes to standing around or sitting for long periods of time.

user-inactivated  ·  3399 days ago  ·  link  ·  

Are you engaged in any sport? It sounds to me that running would suit you well, what's with not standing still.

swedishbadgergirl  ·  3399 days ago  ·  link  ·  

Running would be horrible. Running is the worst thingI could do.

I swim and do gymnastics, and bike. I am VERY active.

I bike like 10 k whenever I can and work in a daycare center.

user-inactivated  ·  3399 days ago  ·  link  ·  

    Running is the worst thingI could do.

Because of your condition? Because you don't like it?

swedishbadgergirl  ·  3399 days ago  ·  link  ·  

Because it's repetedly slamming with quite a lot of force a very vulnerable part of my body in to the ground.

It HURTS. I don't luke it because it HURTS. People assuming because condition and because you don't like aren't the same thing annoy me a ton.

I don't like it because it hurts. It doesn't matter if that is becuase of mu condition. Doing something over and over that hurts is not good. That is called self harm.

I train in ways that feel good. And not in ways that make my body feel weaker.

I swim, quite a lot and with quite a bit of skill. I'm currently working on my butterfly stroke and it's the best it's ever been.

I am reallt fit. Me not running is irrelevant.

I don't run, because for me running hurts.

_refugee_  ·  3398 days ago  ·  link  ·  

Sounds like lower-impact exercise is the way you tend to need to go?

swedishbadgergirl  ·  3398 days ago  ·  link  ·  

Yep. I also do some gymnastics, and diving - which is low impact if you land right, and most of the action is in the air or upside down which stretches the muscles in another way.

user-inactivated  ·  3399 days ago  ·  link  ·  

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to offend you or imply anything.

swedishbadgergirl  ·  3399 days ago  ·  link  ·  

You didn't offend me personally - I know you idn't mean anything bad by it.

But people assuming I'm not well trained because I don't run really annoy me - and I can't say that rant to them in person.