Thanks for the help :). I think what you and rezzeJ was saying about being so closed and un-approaching as limiting is very true. I'll try my best to whack that fear of rejection over the head with a stick, and start aproaching people fearlessly.
How is the "whacking" going? -Couldn't help but use that term. Seriously though, how are you doing caelum19? I hope that all is well, just checking in.
It's going okay. The concious side of things has improved quite a lot, but every now and then the subconcious will pop it's head up and I don't have the strength to knock it back down because the machine is kinda jammed, but the repair guy has ordered some parts and they should arrive eventually. Thanks so much for checking in. The fact this is the first time someone has 'checked in' on the internet says a lot about Hubski and the people on it :)
That all sounds positive. The fact that you are self aware enough to know that a repair guy is needed and have actually ordered the parts is a damn good thing. Cheers!