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orbat  ·  1501 days ago  ·  link  ·    ·  parent  ·  post: So hubski, how are things going?

Honestly, I'm this close to suicide. It's been a terrible 10 months, and the trajectory isn't for the better.

My wife left me after finding someone better. My friends all evaporated after I got depressed, even my closest ones. Surprising health problems popped up. Can't concentrate so work's going to shit (and I own part of the company so that's a problem).

It's been 3 months since I last got hugged. 2 weeks since I last spoke to someone who wasn't a cashier or the like.

I get comfort from the thought that if things are still as shit as they are after about a year or so, I can just kill myself. I'm tired.





swedishbadgergirl  ·  1501 days ago  ·  link  ·  

That really, really sucks. Depression is the worst. I hope things turn around for you.

orbat  ·  1501 days ago  ·  link  ·  

Thank you, I appreciate the thought