My work is just all like OMG how can we connect? and I'm like "I don't understand how the people around me are still using social media" and pretty consistently angry (at least i'm not pretty constantly angry) and uninterested in absolutely anything except COVID 19, oh and myself. And my now-1-income household. it's cool that y'all, my coworkers, want to do virtual yoga together as a class, but I didn't want to even before all this crap struck, I certainly as hell do not want to do it now. I'm like "the world is ending and i'm calling off work to take some psychadelics because the weather is nice, eff it all." i really don't know how to communicate exactly where i'm at. but like, fuck all sorts of social posturing at this point in time. who even can be interested in it