Bleakest part is you aren't being hyperbolic, you're being realistic. I said "dealing with this is literally going to remake the landscape" and I meant it. Prior to the Army Corps of Engineers and sucking the Ogalalla dry, the Great Plains were the Great American Desert and the ecosystem out there consisted largely of prairie dogs, condors and bison. Two out of three of those are effectively gone and where they'd live is covered in Midwesterners and corn. The American Savannah is not going to come back on its own and even if it did it would require the middle of the country to move somewhere else. Thing is? The proximate cause of the Syrian Civil War is climate change. The proximate cause of the Border Crisis is climate change. Drily and dispassionately put, "kids in cages" is the expression of a policy debate regarding global warming. There's 18,000 people in Inyo County and 18 million in Los Angeles because of water wars. I got a friend who's a Lebanese refugee - he got out of Lebanon while the Phalangists were still rabble-rousing rather than shooting. I got friends who are Iranian refugees - they got out when SAVAK was shooting people on the sly rather than in the open. Los Angeles looks like Los Angeles in no small part because enough of the cinema and artist community bailed on Berlin between the Beer Hall Pusch and Kristallnacht. Some people get ahead of the tragedy, do what they can to rebuild their lives and try to throw back a few sea turtles. Most people drown. I am subjectively rich. I am objectively middle-class. Through hard work and cunning I managed to cobble together a life. Thing is? My parents managed to fail their way to a better life than I got because things were way the fuck easier for them. And everyone around me has gotten where they are by hustling while their parents sit back and wonder why their kids are such failures. And they're proud of their kids nonetheless because apparently everyone these days is an utter fuckup who just can't get ahead because, well, surely it isn't because life is hella harder than it was in the '70s. But it's hella harder than it was in the '70s and I think we all subconsciously know it. It occurred to me that one big problem is from about 1930 to about 1980 if you were white, things were gonna be largely okay. Other white people had your back and the rules and policies that governed life in these here United States made it so that rich people pretty much had to do kinda sorta the right thing towards poor people. But drives towards racial equality came hand-in-hand with drives against economic equality so the rich people banded together and because rich people have more education it was easier for them to see that they have more in common with a rich person in Venezuela than they do with a poor person in the United States but the poor people in the United States? They still think the darkies are out for their job (which realistically speaking they are) but rather than band together with the poor people that aren't their color they still expect the rich white people to save 'em. I have no power to improve things. I can't fix this. It seems unfixable. But I created five jobs this year, three of which belong to minorities, one of which belongs to a felon and all of which belong to women. I left the house with a garbage picker and two empty bags and returned with four full bags of garbage (two empty bags were on my goddamn walk). Because sometimes you have to make things a little better even in the face of inevitable catastrophe.
This is how I have been feeling for... basically my whole life. Sometimes more top of mind than others (front and center since commenting in this thread yesterday). I wish I had some answers. I have more thoughts on this than my thumbs can keep up with. I’ll finish this from the computer in a bit.I have no power to improve things. I can't fix this. It seems unfixable
In elementary school in the 80s, we were given presentations about how photovoltaic cells were going to change the world. Utopia was just around the corner as soon as they could work out getting just a little more efficiency out of the panels and as soon as costs came down just a little. In the 90s, GM made an electric car that actual mortals could lease (not buy - see Who Killed The Electric Car). If we all recycle, then we could save X amount of aluminum and plastic. If we compost and garden we could reduce landfill waste. If we all do X then we can save Y. . . I guess I'm just tired. and maybe a little bitter. . . I got excited about solar and wind. I turn off lights when not in use - have for years. didn't buy a car until I was 21. I don't eat a lot of meat - partly because I don't love it, but partly because of the amount of water and energy it takes. I pay extra for recycling - have for years. I changed out my bulbs for CFLs I changed out CFLs for LEDs. I got an electric car in 2013 I bought a house with solar. I carpool even though it is almost painfully inconvenient. When I'm not carpooling, I ride my bike 13 miles each way to work. . . I spend, and have spent more mental anguish, and had more environmental guilt on these subjects... and I'm tired... because it feels very much like my actions are dwarfed, swallowed up, and more than negated by ONE steak eating, monster house dwelling, F-350 diving real estate agent who logs 100 miles/day. I think I'm just tired, disillusioned, and burned out on the subject. just so tired. I'm not going to quit doing these things. I've just got a lot of sub surface anger and frustration boiling about it. I've been doing so many of the things... and talking about it. And evangelizing for it. And it feels like a life wasted on deaf ears, blind hearts, and hard hearts.
DUDE. I've got a Ford F350, lifted, that I see almost every morning on the way to work. He lives about 3 blocks away from me, and apparently we have similar schedules. As he passes me in my electric car every day, he's doing 50 MPH on the 35 MPH two-lane road through our part of town, and I get to read his 6-inch tall black letters on his tailgate: MPG? LOL! As Jane's Addiction said, "Some people should die / that's just uncommon knowledge..." I'm so tired of living in a culture where being an asshole is an admirable trait.
Absolutely! And I have no need to force him to drive a different vehicle, even. (This is NOT a work truck... it is purely a Compensator.) Drive your asshole vehicle. Fine. I can't make you buy something different. But actively projecting your assholeitude on others with the "MPG? LOL" thing, is something every mother should be embarrassed about.