I feel almost opposite of the way you feel. I'm angry but the seeds of real change seem like they might have been planted. I grew up being told not to trust the police. My parents told me that the police beat and killed people and didn't face consequences. The police framed people and lied to put people in jail when they wanted. Most my 40+ years I've seen an unending standing ovation for the boys in blue, at least from white society. It even got worse as time went on, first it was the drug wars and then 9/11. The guys who killed Willy McCoy would have gotten bravery medal twenty years ago (they still might) now there's a slim chance that they could lose their jobs or get prosecuted. Who knows what another decade might see come to pass. The first thirty years of my life there was basically no chance of an officer ever being held accountable for murdering an innocent, that's starting to change.I am so angry. How can we go on like this? How long will this last?