That's all you get. Hop to it, kids.
This started with PMs between lil and I so that's why I'm all up in this shit. Usually I assume people get sick of seeing me so I try not to dominate threads.
I'm sorry if you're sick of me. I am too.
a man who had changed himself to change his family to change his city to change his country to change his world. a literal one. eating away at his brain, stealing away, slowly, quietly, the man that we once knew, and yet he did not show it. He refused to show it. Because he wanted to change the world for the better. Maybe that's pride. Maybe that's the eternal desire for immortality out of body Maybe that's all you can do when you know your expiry date Maybe it doesn't matter. Something beautiful died last night.
It was inside a man,
A cancer had grown inside him.
not a metaphorical cancer,
Leave it better than he found it.
Something beautiful died last night, but my vision was cloudy. I see vibrant color splashed against canvas, hear voices matured and grown. The warmth of love fills my chest, and I know I am home. I squint trying to make out the shapes of my future, but my sight continues to fade. Gone, as quickly as it came.
my moods mutable, boiling over. Unable to stabilise those feelings and emotions that I didn't yet understand. You always responded in kind unkindly as I failed to find a healthy outlet. fraught with fear when you came near with that look in your eyes, about to chastise, the cries as you grabbed my shirt collar, pinned me high against the door and shouted in my face. Now I rarely let you greet my gaze. This is what you raised, it's not just a phase. I'm trying to overcome the distance between us now that I'm older. Something beautiful died that night
Now the fear is apathy.
But it's hard, and you don't make it any easier.
Something beautiful died tonight and I was u crazy and I didn't realize that you were pretty much my best friend this time and I was so weird yesterday and I didn't realize that you were pretty much my best friend this time and I was so weird yesterday and I didn't realize that you were pretty much my best friend this year. My SwiftKey prediction from this sentence is really sad.
Something beautiful died tonight and I will be receiving a lot of people are going to be a good time to time and money to pay for it to the doctor and I will be receiving a lot of people are going to be a good time Something beautiful died tonight or a little while and the rest are a couple days and then we have the ability for you guys think I am a beautiful and you are a couple days and then we have the ability for you guys Something beautiful died tonight at a later time and I will not have a good idea for the next few weeks and months of age and the amends to you by tomorrow afternoon to get a hitman to be with a few months he was the only one who has a vocabulary and the amends to you by tomorrow I think iOS SwiftKey is a lot stupider than Android
I prefer yours. I hope things hold up on your end, sad robots aside
It's too painful a topic. Here's another by taco: waking to life i dreamed of a girl, and she was there when I awoke, but life changed her. and she was not how i remembered. life makes everyone: bitter, cynical, angry, selfish, jealous. but I'll love her always in that space, between sleep, and life. when the world is blurred and the dream seems real.
Fuck it. It's the goddamn tacocat show today: Playing with Fire. by tacocat Markup help please
Enter what you want the message to display between brackets: [ ] Open a parenthesis immediately after closing the bracket without a space and enter your link in there (close the parenthesis): () Format: (Without the space b/w closing bracket and opening parenthesis) How it appears: Playing with Fire. by tacocat And there ya go! Thanks for sharing your piece. [Playing with Fire.] (https://medium.com/@chrislivingston/playing-with-fire-1f2eb76c4566) by tacocat
Here's one by tacocat, posted with permission "Go ahead and post them if you like." how to read about loss the comma, means breathe. the period, full stop. comma, comma, comma, remember: the comma means breathe. the period, between the breath and the full stop, is where the loss is.
Something beautiful died last night I never named it It didn't deserve a name
I printed a bunch of yours up, not sure if I got them all... anyway, I will take them on the train tomorrow and send you a note about it later. I'm not taking my laptop for several days. I'll get back to you. I was supposed to leave today but had to deal with my mom's malignant melanoma: two words you do NOT want to see too often. not as perky as I often am... Keep it together for a while longer Chris, ok? thanks.
I drift in and out. I looked at brandis Facebook for some reason a few minutes ago and managed not to cry. I balled a little this morning. Thank you lil. I'm going to submit some stuff to this https://cosmographia.submittable.com/submit/93803/poem-of-the-month-contest And I'm going to probably put it all in a chapbook that's going to be like a book arts project. I think I gave it some narrative with the order of things