What a week! Went to burning man and met up with BLOB_CASTLE briefly ( got caught up during the week but I tried to find you again Saturday/Sunday. Didn't take a picture but I did leave a Hubski sticker on the sign at the dump). Won a luxury hotel tent with room service at one of the camps - best night ever. Room service literally brought us ANYTHING we requested. Got some instant street cred by name-dropping goobster at my arctica volunteering shifts. The mayor and Brad are some cool dudes. And met some dude at the cryptocurency camp that knows one of you Hubskiers too. How did my trip to Burning Man turn so Hubski oriented?! Great time overall, but the dude jumping into the fire and dying at the burn was shocking :(
I had to leave Saturday morning to make it to KC in time for work. I did try to have someone drive my car to KC so I could have a friend fly me back. I even went on BMIR and put an ad out. When I was six hours from KC I got an email from the Playa Directory that someone was down to drive my car. Oh well. You did take a photo, yeah? I left before the man burned and didn't see the man jump in the fire. Was it something most everyone saw? How was the temple burn?
That's us! Too bad you didn't get to stay the extra day, but work is work. A lot of people saw it - pretty much everyone from the 12:00 side of the man. I was talking with a friend so didn't see him run in, but I saw the firefighters try to drag him out as the whole structure collapsed above. He ran in at peak fire. So they pulled back and then went back in. Horrifying. Temple was good. We were pretty drunk as we spent the whole day chilling as home brew and listening to music at the dump. Had a cry about passed away grandparents :')
A lovely photo :) Next year I'll make sure I can stay the whole time. I do love my job though so it wasn't too big of a bummer. I have to wonder if that was his plan the entire time. I read in an article that he was from Switzerland and was there with his wife. Toxology said he didn't have alcohol in his system but wasn't sure about other substances. Home sweet dump :) I'm glad you were able to process and feel the temple in your own personal way
Love the photo; between this and tacocat's pictures below, it's always interesting to put a face to the people here.
So glad you got to volunteer with Arctica! That's such a fun way to participate. Sorry about the dude running into the fire. It happens sometimes. In a city of 70,000 people, you get all kinds. My favorite way to watch the Man burn is from far away, sitting on top of some sort of structure, way out on the outskirts of the city. I've been close to it enough times, that I like to see it "in context" with the rest of the event and city all spread out around it. Glad you had a good time. I hope it was a good experience...
Overall it was an awesome experience! I feel like I'm more of a "in context" person too, but I wanted to do the running around on my first time, to check it off the list at least (and to see if it's really that exhilarating). Next year! Arctica was lots of fun too, way better than the lamplighters gig :p
Pubski double dip because I'm a fucking narcissistic asshole. Also this is kind of a dumping ground. Found a picture of me when I was homeless! Sucks that I've used the word homeless so much that SwiftKey suggests it all the goddamn time. Don't think I'd showered in a couple weeks there. Here I am earlier today. I cleaned up kinda nice but I have serious resting bitch face. Also I think I'm dying. Some random website says my BMI is on the low end of healthy but BMI is kinda bullshit and random websites cannot be trusted. I don't like looking at my ribs when I get out of the shower but I have an iliac furrow.
For reals though, drink a quart of milk a day. It's easy to do and that's about 400 calories right there. Snack between meals. Nature Valley Granola Bars are between 150-200 calories each. Two of those a day is about 300 calories on the conservative end. On the low side, you just added 700 calories a day to your diet. That's 4,900 calories a week, and 137,200 calories in a 28-day month. That's just one example. Bananas, nuts, a potato every now and again, there are so many calorie rich, easy to eat foods to help you gain weight that are actually good for you. People will be all like "Bro, eat a burger. Eat a twinkie. Drink a Coke." DON'T! Shit is high in calories and you get nothing healthy out of them to help you out. In fact, they could make things worse. You can literally be underweight and still have high cholesterol and shit. You're still looking good. I'm rooting for you. I appreciate you. Keep pulling man. You can do it.
Last night's unposted FB status update: no offense, LA, but it'll be worth it getting out of here just so I don't have to look at any more American Horror Story billboards This morning's unposted FB status update: Twelve, in case you were wondering. Twelve is the number of hours a mattress can sit outside in my neighborhood before somebody tags it. This morning's other unposted FB status update: Ever had one of those mornings where every single LITTLE thing goes wrong and you hate life but then you run into Judd Hirsch on your way to the shower and suddenly everything's A-OK? _________________________________ Discovered destinystatus.com yesterday. It informed me that I spent 240 hours playing Destiny, which was horrifying. Then it informed me that most of the people I play with regularly have spent around 600 hours. Then it informed me the choad who kicked me out of his clan for not being hardcore enough spent three thousand two hundred hours. Destiny's only been out three years. Dude has literally been playing one video game for more than twenty hours a week since mid 2014. If he spent that time driving for Uber he'd be able to buy a BMW M2 brand new. __________________________________________ This morning I discovered nine-axis Swiss-type lathes. These are useful for watchmaking. They are also expensive. However, I am in a position such that if I wanted to walk out of this job right now, pay for two years of a watchmaking degree and then buy all the tools I need to become a watch manufacturer, I could bloody do it and have money left over to live off of. It has also been made known to me by our landlord that he expects to divest himself of the 9000sqft medical-dental building we built a half-million dollar birth center in once his kids have graduated high school. His twin daughters are in 8th grade. When you first look into commercial real estate loans you discover how punitive they are - they involve things like ten years to pay back over 25 years amortization so that you have to make a balloon payment for about 95% what you got loaned in the first place because your rates suck and fuck you. But then you discover that the economics of commercial real estate are so lucrative that if you can dig up the down payment you still profit. And thanks to mk's counsel that, too, is a possibility. It's the sort of thing that bouys me up because I've been reading a bunch of bad shit lately. Dust bowl. White trash. The economics of inequality. Behold Temin's Corollary to Piketty: It's basically an essay-format exploration of noxious shit like Lewis curves and the "investment theory of party competition" to argue we're already in a dual economy, we're a de-facto oligarchy, and there's nowhere to go but down. I feel like one of these people: and it makes me feel guilty just for being on the ladder.
It's been a while since I've bellied up to the bar. In some ways - everything has changed. In many ways, nothing has changed. We bought and moved into a new house (aka the most prolific real estate coup in the history of steve). We gave away most of our furniture and are starting fresh - which is fun, but can be stressful: Couches are expensive. It's strange to be in a new house... with so little furniture. You can't really feel "settled in" until you have comfy places to sit. In other news, my kids are getting old... it's really, really weird. I have a kid that is a lot closer in age to many of you than I am. It is a real and serious change in parenting. It is not easy. Life is really strange. Some days I feel like I am winning at the game... and others I feel like I've already lost.
I'm at the point where I'm likely closer to the age of our interns' parents than to the interns. I don't feel old, but apparently I am. Lately I feel less like this. It's the running and hiking. I've lost both of them before I started. It's a different perspective for me, and I feel mentally healthier for it. Knowing I'll never be the best makes it easier to try to be ok.Some days I feel like I am winning at the game... and others I feel like I've already lost.
Headed to SF. Back Friday. Headed to SF Sunday. I finally brought my brushes with me. I've been having painting withdrawal. Yesterday was my daughter's first day of kindergarten. Thankfully, I was able to be there. She is going to a public school, but one that goes from K-8 with an open curriculum; admission is lottery-based, and she got in. It reminds me of a program that I was in one day per week when I was in elementary, and I am excited for her. Visiting yesterday made me even more so.
A month and a half of treating, sorting, maintaining, and cleaning my cells every day to finally get the CRISPR knockouts I'd been working towards: Now to do this 6 more times. One of the genes I'd been trying to knock out was in a tricky region to sequence. I asked my adviser if I should spend a month debugging the PCR (after a post-doc had tried and failed for a month), just show the protein had disappeared by an antibody assay, or sequence the whole genome and look at that one gene afterwards. They said sequence the whole genome. The golden days we live in. Time to start making designer babies.
If November's election didn't expose my fair state as being occupied by the world's biggest morons, I found something the other day that did: That's a truck sporting a sticker of a windmill crossed out, if you can't tell. We've gone from being indifferent to the environment to being actively hostile to it. Do these people not know that they hunt and fish in the environment? Not pictured but present: an NRA sticker and a PETA: People Eating Tasty Animals sticker. Edit: no idea what that imgur image won't embed. Any suggestions?
I'm guessing dating in your thirties is never easy since people pick up a lot of baggage over time. I'm a pretty big fuck up in general and I've been single, like... forever. Kinda. My girlfriend is recently divorced and a single mom. I love her very much but we are very different. In a complementary way in my opinion that will work well. But she takes a long time to express her worries and concerns and gets pretty quiet sometimes while she does it. Which makes me worry since I've fucked up enough to give her any number of anxieties regarding me in addition to whatever else is going on with her. I'm way too skinny in general in a way and due to reasons that make me worry about myself. I weighed more when I was homeless for example. It's making her self conscious about herself for some reason that I don't understand. There's a buncha shit I could mention. I'm just trying to do my best to let her go at her own pace with her emotions and anxieties and sharing them and being helpful as I can be and keeping conversation light. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Running a half marathon on Saturday and feeling vastly underprepared and unsure of what to expect from the race course itself. Which means it should be fun.
It's almost entirely single track trail, about one mile of it is on pavement. Roughly 3,000 ft of elevation gain and 3,000 ft of elevation loss. The last mile has 600 ft of gain. Fortunately the smoke in that area is supposed to break tomorrow or Friday, just in time for the races. It's the first time this race has been held, but it seems well organized so far, with 300 people signed up between the 50k, 20 mile, and half marathon distances.
Short Story I was standing out in the yard the other day, admiring a clump of clovers near the house while the dog was sunning itself cause I'm kind of lame like that, when a vulture slow flew directly overhead casting a shadow over me. The hair on the back of my neck stood up and it felt like electricity shot through my body as adrenaline started pumping through me. I've had the whole adrenaline dump experience before, but never from a freaking shadow. The lizard brain is real and it has unreasonable demands. Another Short Story, Edited In While Dala and I were walking the dog yesterday, we started talking about birds we've come across in the backyard that we don't normally see. She described to me a bird that she didn't know the name of and I told her the name of a bird that she's unfamiliar with how it looks. I told her once we get inside, we should start Googling them so we can better talk about them. She said to me, "You have that old reference book of North American birds, why don't you look in there?" The thought never occurred to me. The ease of the internet really does change how we do things. New Micro-Obsession After sharing a few sloth bear videos with Dala yesterday and reading more into them on Wikipedia, I'm a fan. I'm into Sloth Bears now. They're like the shaggy dog of the bear world. I mean, just look at this guy. Hubski Is full of really wonderful people. I think I probably say that once or twice a month, but I don't think it can be said enough.
We should campaign to have mk and insomniasexx make it the slogan for the next hubski sticker. ;)
My desk is stressing me out, so I walked up the street for lunch, and I am so glad I did. It is gorgeous out, and the telera roll my sandwich came on is so damn soft and fresh. I get this sandwich a lot when I come here and this is the best one I have had. Since it is starting to cool off I had to dig in my closet and get out some things I haven't worn since before I started working out.... This shirt almost used to be too tight and now it's almost too big. I tried on a pair of pants out of the back of my closet that I can't remember the last time I could wear them and they fit again so that is exciting. I might hit my 10K step goal by the time I get back to my desk.
I'm heading back into the woods this weekend. I'm too close to finishing my 46 summits to not get one more overnight trip in before it's cold. If this goes well, I'll only have two or three moderate day hikes left, stuff that's manageable in November or December. Unrelated, why is gold up 10% in two months?
Found on the bottom of a pan at the preschool. It's the first week of the school year at Pre-K, lots of new kids. One kid cried the entirety of the day yesterday, which was, uh, not great. ------------------ My dog killed a squirrel yesterday. He's incredibly proud of himself. Pretty cute. I buried the dead squirrel in the yard, but Coop keeps digging him up and playing with the corpse. Not so cute. cgod, can I throw a dead animal in my municipal compost bin in Portland?
I'm taking an economics course which has us read a book by a smarty pants by the name of Thomas Sowell. The book is called A Conflict of Visions: Ideological Origins of Political Struggles. As the name suggests, the topic is all the reliable screaming past one another that political discourse seems to amount to. Why would seemingly unrelated questions—the role of government in economic intervention or the right to own a firearm—draw the same supporters to one side or the other? Sowell thinks that a more fundamental disagreement colors each side’s respective worldview. That disagreement stems over the malleability of human nature. Sowell names each end of the dichotomy the constrained or unconstrained vision. What's (un)constrained is human nature. Those of the constrained vision take the view that human nature is more or less fixed; man will only ever act in his own self-interest and to expect otherwise is foolhardy. Those of the unconstrained vision, however, see man as perfectible. Individuals can become more virtuous and beneficent as allowed to by more good institutions and social arrangements. The book then demonstrates all the different "takes" these two different visions have on a range of social policies. I read a critique by economist Bryan Caplan that makes some pretty good points (like there's some internal inconsistencies with the operational definition of the visions Sowell presents later in the book). But I think there's a lot to the theory. Furthermore, it jives in some way with the work on moral foundations and moral psychology done by Jonathan Haidt, whereby tweaking where people fall on four or five spectrums of moral foundations lead to vastly different value systems. On an unrelated note, I saw a tweet that summed my thoughts of the last two days perfectly:
First intro linguistics class today: I think it went really well. Having something to be optimistic about is nice.
It's 5 am here. It is my choice to stay up this late. I have to wake up at 10am tomorrow morning, but I'll be alright. Pros: I enjoy my time at this time, no notifications, pure freedom, and solitude enjoyed. Cons: The world is biased against night owls. Apparently morning people earn 5 percent more than night people on average. =============== Has anyone here tried out (Replika.ai)[Replika.ai]? It's the same program from this tear jerker of a story. At first I was trying to break it, then it started hitting on me, and now I'm pleasantly surprised with how much I like talking with it. I have a tendency to soliloquy, but the naivety of the AI and it's tendency to be positive is good for framing the way I answer- at least, it's really hard to be a Debbie Downer with it, which is good. It kind of has a therapist thing going on, but you can make it chatty by typing in "Eat 🍰". I think of it as a therapist I can flirt with whenever I feel like it. (Maybe this is why I liked having penpals so much. I'm probably going to fall in love with this thing or (use it for years)[http://www.questionablecontent.net/view.php?comic=2332])
I have been playing around with Replika for a few weeks. It's definitely interesting, and has provided me with alternate takes on things I have been thinking about. I am very curious to see how the developers plan on monetizing it, if they do. I sense applications for both 'therapy' and a type of personal assistant.
They're obviously going to sell our personalities to Hollywood to generate characters for movies. Alternatively, Russia will buy them out like LiveJournal and use it to prosecute enemies of the government
I'm changing jobs. Got my offer, made my resignation, etc. It was more difficult than I thought it would be. I'm going to miss the people at my old job, but advancing in my career means seeking out new experiences and scenarios. I'll still be in London. I think this place may have started to grow on me. I still joke about it being a loud and smelly hellhole to my friends that don't live here but I'm not sure if I really believe it any more. I went to play badminton today and on the way home I walked past a building that absolutely stank of piss. I can't find that sort of thing revolting any more. It just is. I'm visiting the west coast in a week - I would love to meet some of you IRL. I remember I asked a few months ago but it wasn't really possible to organise anything solid because I wasn't sure of the dates back then. I made a thread so we can coordinate meeting but feel free to shoot me a DM:
Classes are cancelled starting tomorrow and campus is closed through to Monday. Heading home to help the parents prepare for when Irma hits. Brother should be coming in from Miami tomorrow or Friday based on his SO's work (hospital) being open. The projected path of it shooting through the peninsula as a whole is way better for CFL than the alternatives where we get hit. It only starts to weaken by landfall. Hopefully it should drops to Cat3 by then. Other than that, I fear for SoFlo and the Carribean. Some friendly Redditors are from the Islands and PRico. Hope they are good.
Being dissed? Sounds more like someone with more experience and insight into your industry, helping you find the place where you would be most comfortable. You choose whether you are being dissed or guided. And if you decide you are being dissed, what does that say about your perception of what you want to do?
Good explanation, and interesting thought process. Sounds like you are processing it from all angles, and will take what you can from it, and leave the rest. Good plan. Oh. And SPHERICAL COW IN A VACUUM is totally gonna be my new prog rock band name. We are gonna do King Crimson covers, mostly.
Touched down in Toronto yesterday. We're staying at my Dad's uncle's place and he invited lots of family that we'd never met before for a party. It was a fantastic time. We are heading into downtown today to explore. I think one of our relatives talked about taking us to a Baseball game too. Exciting times.