Somebody recently said "make time for fun" when talking over a few radio things, and it's something that I don't do much of anymore. Yeah, I'll book a show here and there but most of my time is consumed by at least thinking about something that involves working and expending effort. Some people have said I'm "crazy" with everything that's going on at the same time and that at this point that "radio is my girlfriend"... Maybe I have forgotten how to just go out and have fun. Either way, after finishing Sirens of Titan I came to the conclusion there are only two people I've truly loved in my life, so that's that.
That's more than zero. Be glad. As for resting... A brain that constantly works does not work at hundred percent all the time. It needs rest, it needs to let go, like any muscle in your body. But you don't work for the sake of working, do you? There's something to compell you to work as much as you do. Have you figured out what it is yet? If not, it may be a good time for you to do so.I came to the conclusion there are only two people I've truly loved in my life