I dislike being myself almost all of the time. But I make the most of it.
That blows my mind. You are an easy man to like; generous, engaging and open minded. I personally believe you are a better person than I'll ever be. I wonder what it is that you dislike about yourself the most? What could you do about it? It's my hunch that you strengthen and empower many of the people around you. I'm guessing that you open many people's minds to more liberal and Christian points of view than they are often presented with. While I haven't followed all your posts here I think you are in some ways playing your cards close to your chest here on Hubski. You seem like you were born a generation ahead of many of your peers and in that way you are a leader.
I absolutely have times when I do not like myself. It's not for any particular reason, it's just - I was describing it the other day and the best I could come up with is that there are occasionally days where I am just not a fan of myself or anything i am doing or could be doing, really. It's like ennui except there is no excitement that I could find to dispel it.