Oh damn that was an interesting read, reminds me of the one good night that I had with somebody who longer talks me, because she was more interested in exploiting what I had to offer her at the time (which was a security blanket to an ex who abused her, she ended up running back to him the first chance she got). This is the chick in question. EDIT: Just now realized I had the links mixed up. The chick in the initial picture is someone else my ex turned against me, see one of my comments in other thread (I think it was one of my longer picture/s comments).
No I still haven't, but I'm not going to abandon hope. I will admit this brought a tear to my eye. I would love to see more from you like this... Short little tidbits packed full of the feels. I saw that chick recently, she's in bad shape in all fronts... She's broken and beat - you can tell. It kills me because I tried to help and she abandoned me. The kick was that I've known her 20 years (i'm 24), so it was especially hard to watch her just toss that 20 years of friendship into the shitter and walk away. Just because I wanted to help her get free of a situation that will likely kill her.
Sorry I'm rambling to a complete stranger about somebody who was my highschool sweetheart / somebody that got away. We all have those I think...
Don't apologize. That's why I write these - this is a place where you can share your thoughts and emotions with others, or with me. Everything that has been bottled up can be released here! It's really good that you aren't giving up on hope. Don't ever give up, no matter how tough it gets. Sometimes what people give up on is what they need or what they have been searching for. There are people out there who struggle so much and refuse to help themselves. (Not that I'm blaming her - I'm thinking she's terrified and stuck.) And then there are people who have big hearts and want to fix those with broken ones. What we don't pay attention to is
the balance that is needed in a relationship. If that isn't there, it drains us!
I'll keep your friend and you in my prayers. Keep holding onto hope! I apologize if any of what I said didn't make sense... it's late here lol.