it's mildly bad, i might post about it later. I guess for my 15 years of experience on this little greenish-blue bubble of dust it's pretty bad. whatever, but thanks for caring haha. That's why i love this place.

and I appreciate that. I try not to be condescending by not necessarily giving advice, and just listening. its never fun to tell someone i told you so, even if it might somehow be satisfying to you at first.

I like this post. I am too tired to be sophisticated so Im just going to say thank you very much/I love it, and I mean both of those, a lot. My now-ex-girlfriend and I are/were 6,000 miles apart. shitty shit is shit. and I'm glad I go through stuff I go through, though I do kinda resent my soap opera teenagerhood; everyone likes to think they're different eh.

On a random side note as my mind wanders in an emotionally twisted and sleep deprived haze, I'm much more of a casual conversationalist when it comes to these things in person.. typing seems so cold at times, at least when I do it. I say this only because your blog is so warm and genuine.

Also,I may not have made this up, but I haven't heard it ever before from someone else. I always say, "If life was easy, it wouldn't be interesting." If we fulfilled all our goals pursuits and desires, we'd have no more a purpose to be alive. You can switch drugs to a better high once you've reached its peak, can't switch lives. Enjoy the pursuit of happiness by stopping to smell the roses. by the time they die, you'll know the scent and be able to pick it up later along the way. whatever the hell that means.