I've been feeling very guilty lately. I moved in with my ex almost a year ago, and we got back together. We were both 18 and it was a great 6 months, but then she cheated on me. After a nasty breakup which ended with her somehow making me out to be the bad guy I fell into a deep depression. Then I found out she was slandering me to our mutual friends. That was when I swore revenge. After a month long campaign with my new allies at my back, I emerged as the clear victor. I finally made her cry a few days ago when I told her that her brother, whom she admires, knew she cheated and "Sometimes I wish you could have seen the look of disappointment on his face." I feel like the fallout with her friends and family, the judgment, is warranted as a consequence of cheating, but I think I am still a bad person for leading the charge against her. Before all of this happened, before I swore revenge, I wondered if it would be worth it to get back at her. Only time can tell if it was worth it.