I daydream about what my life will be like in the future. I can be in a completely public place and my mind will begin to travel 100 mph. I think about if I'll ever get married or ever be in a long-term relationship, what that man will be like, will I have kids, what I'll be doing with my life as I feel so lost in what to do now; and more things of that nature.

I have various moments when I feel happy, but I'm trying to extend my happiness to become an attitude rather than a fleeting moment. Some examples of those moments include:

-laying in bed under my ceiling fan in fresh sheets after having washed my hair and watching Netflix -coming home and cuddling on the sofa with my mom -running errands with my dad -getting coffee at my favorite coffee house and catching up with a friend -just having a friend to talk to and hug and share my life with and who shares their life with me -knowing that when I'm scared I say the Sikh prayer I learned as a young kid, even though I'm not sure if I want to be Sikh (I'm confused about religion, in general) -sitting in a classroom at college and thinking "hey, I really love what I'm learning." -speaking to my great aunt, the woman who helped raise me, on the phone because she's in India and I'm in California. She's over 90 years old and I'm scared I'm going to lose her, but I hear her abundant love for me every time we talk on the phone through her tone alone and I'd be gutted without her.

And last but not least: Nutella.

I'm really big on reading fiction books and I'm a movie buff, liking to get lost for 2-3 hours in a good movie, so I have the same type of mentality when reading a book. I'd hate to read multiple books at once because that sense in "getting lost in a good book" would go away for me. I like to be completely consumed by the events in one book, even if I am reading over the span of a couple of days or weeks.