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kleinbl00  ·  2848 days ago  ·  link  ·    ·  parent  ·  post: Pubski: February 8, 2017

Dude it's not like I haven't been wearing it on my sleeve around here.

My depression is directly caused by powerlessness. The first time, it was being stuck in a horrible place with no way out but to grind through a whole lotta toil. The second time, it was knowing I was putting myself in a horrible place with no way out but to grind through a whole lotta toil... and then the toil took on a life of its own.

The first time I was alone and imagining that things would be better if only I had somebody to lean on. The second time I had the perfect person to lean on and it's still awful.

I'm too sick to booze. Have been for too long.