Well...

I met a high school (read - a girl I was very close friends with when I was 14-15) friend, and by meet I meant we talked. And it was seemless. We hadn't had a proper talk in more than a year and I was maybe expecting awkwardness.

But it was seamless and simple and...

She is my first "adult" friend. The kind you don't talk to every day but are still close with. We talked about very personal things right out the gate and it felt natural

And I kind of realized that we grew up together. I've known her since I was 11. That is a long time. Our senses of humour were probably shaped togetehr in some respects.

And I've once again changed course with what I want to do "after the IB". In a year. Holy shit.

Anyway... I want to study pol. science and then maybe work with that or become a high school civics teacher.

And I have been super effective today, getting a bit of schoolwork done that I now just have to edit, and going swimming.

My joints started hurting again but they havn't hurt since last summer so I'll chalk that up in the "win" category.

And I might have a date? Maybe? Kinda?

But probably not really and... ech

And I feel much better now than I did last year and things are slowly becoming better. Which is nice.