I can't see the earth below me, but I can feel it turn I hope you can move (or have moved) to a place in your life where you can let go of the guilt you felt in that moment. It's good to remember your flaws and the errors of your past, but if you're not careful their weight can prevent your from growing into your own perceived potential. Thank you for sharing your story.I just suddenly realized that I no longer believed in God. It's weird, there was a physical feeling of the world turning underneath my feet. It's so vivid in my mind. I can remember the smell of the car seat being slightly musty and wet. I remember that it was the morning and the sun was pulling itself up behind the houses. I don't remember why I was where I was, but I can remember being there.