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ButterflyEffect  ·  3843 days ago  ·  link  ·    ·  parent  ·  post: Get Therapy

I've been thinking about it for years now. A couple of people have suggested it might be a good idea. I don't know. I've gotten good enough at keeping myself busy enough to avoid the thoughts and things that have made me consider it. I'd have a hard time articulating my problems outside of the occasional alienation of myself from...myself and blocking out the things I don't want to deal with.

I've started writing more recently though, so maybe that's helping. Personal things are vulnerable though and I've never been comfortable with that.