I wrote these on the plane this morning:
When I'm m finally clean
I get dirty again
Why climb that hill
Just to fall down it again
Why can't I be true to this love
Why must I throw it down and run
I'm a fool
But I'm your fool
Why can't I hold still
When the view gets good
Why can't I stay and enjoy it
Like I know I should
Why can't I hold on to this life
When the livings getting nice
I act a fool
But I'm your fool
There's something wrong with me
I have it all
But feel so small
Like a horder collecting smiles
He has no plan to share
He'd never dare
One day I'll wake up
And you'll be gone
Without a trace
Without a warning
And it's then that I'll realize
What I've been wanting was in your eyes
Yeah I'm a fool
A lonely fool