by caelum19

I'd talk to a friend, But I don't know if I have any.

I always feel unwanted these days, not on hubski but in general. I could be talking to someone happyily(Only if they approach me) for ages, but when the conversations ends I aleays think abou what s/he said with a doubt, I think up something like: "Wait, x only said bye to y. does x dislike me? :("

Whenever someone doesn't reply for about a day, the voices in my head immiedietly turn to "Why isn't s/he replying? s/he must hate me." Theres no way of telling whether or not my concerns are real or not, everyone I know is all too nice to tell someone they dislike them, so I can't be sure on anything.

My worries aren't entirely fabricated, there's always a seed, and even the people I'd consider my best friends are likely to make me feel unwanted.

I normally don't let things like this effect me, but it's been going on for roughly 2 months now and it really upsets. I'm too scared to talk to friend or family so I've turned here.

I'm a 14 year old male who's been home schooled since birth, my only real-life chance for social interaction is via a programming club I go to once a week.

Does anyone else feel like this, or posibly know what my problem is? Thank you!

P.S sorry for poor structute and typo forest, using mobile.