what's going on [not marvin gaye] - things with me and girl are effectively in a detente, haven't seen her since the 15th, got a message from her for the first time in a few days last night, pretty removed/not very personal message. it's clear she's put me on the backburner while she dates around, even if she hasn't necessarily stated that. she has stated i'm someone she still wants to date/see/talk to occasionally, so for me, balls in her court. i still really like her, i know what i want with her, but it ain't gonna happen right now, and im not going to put my life on hold. - SO i am, uhhhhhh, definitely not taking advantage of the fact that i'm an attractive, desirable person by going on two dates last week (no 2nd date with either, for different reasons), and going on a date tomorrow and saturday night, and planning dates with 3 other people... - canmore next weekend through the weekend after that. i'm getting really nervous for that trip! panic buying gloves in case it's cold as shit.