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cgod  ·  1673 days ago  ·  link  ·    ·  parent  ·  post: I am a smoker

I've been a non-smoker for 1 month 1 week and 1 day.

I feel ya buddy.

I didn't smoke for 30 years because I hated it.

I choose to quit at this time. Money was going to get tight. It fucks up my health insurance. I wan't to hang around for a bit to see my kid grow up. I didn't quit because I couldn't score a pack.

I feel like a good friend died. I miss it every day. If you can quit now, use this head start to get you out. It's probably worth quitting but yes, it's horrible to leave it. The time alone, away, the quite thoughtful times are sorely missed.

I'm sorry, I hope you make it through all right and I understand what you'r going through.