Hey man, are you good? I've been assuming these posts were all in good fun, but the more I read the more I feel like there's some serious desperation in your content. I don't want to shit on your parade and tell you all the reasons time travel is impossible with our current understanding of the universe, but it seems like you might be trying to escape some larger problem with the idea of going back in time and doing things differently. If your only hope is sending yourself back in time, I'm worried that your fire is going to die waiting for a physically impossible solution. Can we talk about this urgency? What are you trying to undo? Is there any way forward where you look at the bed you've made, lie in it, and try to do better next time? One pseudo-anonymous internet stranger to another, I hope you're taking care of yourself. Let's talk, maybe there's another path forward you haven't considered yet.