I have potentially done the last bit of schoolwork I need for getting my high school diploma. I have an exam on it on Monday, but I think it is more of a formality in this course, I haven't been asked to prepare anything. So I might be done before may first. Hopefully. I have applied for the program I want to attend, though the website currently says I'm not qualified. Which makes sense, since I am not. But hopefully I will be in a week or so. The prospect of like, actually moving on with my life feels kind of real now. More like a plan then a "plan for the future". An with it feeling like an actual thing - that is going to happen - I'm also thinking about the practical stuff around it more. it's exciting and also scary. Other than that summer is basically here in Sweden, metrologically speaking. Which is really nice until you start thinking about it, and then it's just scary.