Fucked up my Grammar test. The teacher pushed the resitting onto Monday - meaning that on top of the Friday Philosophy exam (which, at this rate, I'm bound to fucking fail), I'm also going to have to be studying the same shit again and I'm not leaving Tomsk until three days or more after I was planning to.

I am going to study, but I'm fucking burned out. Tell me how to make proper energy boosters, 'cause coffee and energy drink are not helping anymore.

EDIT: Upon further inspection... Things are not so bad.

I freaked out about the prospects I have regarding my exams. That was me going apocalyptic - fairly usual. Sure, I'd like to finish my exams this summer, but if I don't, all that's going to be left is me having to sit them in the autumn. I haven't planned for this, and it's going to take some work, and I wouldn't like to work on that additionally, but... this is what I get. Doesn't matter why: all that matters is how I deal with it.

It's going to take a couple more long days with caffeine as my friend. I'm pretty sure the mix of strong coffee and energy drinks should do something good to my working condition.

It's a tough season for me. I've missed a whole lot due to depression and my own misconceptions about stuff - including my own limits - and now I have to work to make up for it. I came here to get educated, and this is my education. I learn as much about subjects as I do from my mistakes.

Wish me to stay strong.