Late to the party. Didn't think I have something to share until now.

I met a girl about two weeks ago. We played a match of Dota 2 together, and she was a good player and a nice person. Ended up talking, voice-over-IP, almost every day since.

I like her. In a twist of events, she likes me, too. It's an odd experience, but one Hubski helped me get accustomed to. We share a lot in common, and we enjoy spending time together, even if it's just voice chat. There's four hours of difference between us, so I end up staying up most times just to spend a few with her. This screws up my internal clock, which I come to realize more as time goes on. Hope we figure something out.

I worry that she stops liking me all of a sudden, like all the rest of the people did, but I think my fears are unbased. Everyone else was nice to me but stopped at one point or another. She keeps being nice to me. I'm anxious that sharing my worries with her might push her away - most of my previous experience with people - but... I think this is not the case. This, however, paves way to mistrust towards her, in a convoluted "avoidant control freak" manner. I'm trying to keep these thoughts at bay because finally, maybe, I have a shot at being with someone. God knows, I don't want to mess it up.

Also, check out the latest #tfgbeenupto post. Several people here enjoy seeing me do better. This might end up being one of those moments.