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Cumol  ·  3204 days ago  ·  link  ·    ·  parent  ·  post: My Current Soundtrack

shit lil says always makes me think.

In this discussion I feel like I can't answer your experience with my experiments. I am a "late" bloomer with only one long-term relationship and dozens of relationships from casual sex to polyamorous lets try this out's.

I feel weird nowadays. I don't know what I want from a relationship or if I want a relationship at all. I cut the ropes to my casual sex partners because I either lost interest or they wanted more than I felt.

I miss this feeling I had during my first relationship and fear that I will never have it again (4 years since it ended).