see yeah if it's that deeply ingrained i figured it would be hard to explain haha but figured i'd ask stuff like everything. i just don't have time/energy to clean and the process gets backed up because i'll be like ok i am doing laundry today oh just kidding one of the 5 other people i live with is doing laundry ok guess i have to postpone that for another 5 weeks for me to have a break. vacuuming is new and important to me because we had a bimonthly maid service come by my parents' home so i never realized how much i SHED. even with a pixie cut. it still gets everywhere. and then there's just dirt from existing and being outside i guess? the point about pets is one i totally didn't even think about bc i grew up with cats and like... if i'm already reeling from junk and clutter and stuff adding kets is gonna be a whole other level