I think I had a panic attack yesterday morning. I can't say for sure but I think it was because it sprang from nowhere. Work has been fine and school has been fine and I've been really productive, but midway through making breakfast I just kinda curled up on the floor and said "everything is OK" a million times like I was trying to convince myself, lol. I'm fine now but it left a weird bad taste in my mouth afterwards. Meh. Side note before I go off to class - it is weird to think how little I talk in a single day. All my classes are lectures, my first job has me at a computer with a boss that's gone till October leaving me to my own devices. I get back to my place the exact same time my roommate goes off to work most days. Then It's homework/job #2/personal projects for the rest of the day, then bed. Sometimes I will go an entire day not saying a word aloud. It's surreal when you think about it. Edit: it's stuff like this Ahmed thing that make me not even want to get out of bed, lol. Lol yeah no offense but fuck all of you, soon as I graduate I'M OUT, PEACE.Ahmed told the Morning News that when he was taken into the room for questioning, an officer said, "Yup. That's who I thought it was." Ahmed, whose family immigrated to the US from Sudan, said he started feeling self-conscious about his Muslim name and brown skin.