We're social creatures and we love little more than feeling validated by a fellow human. It's easy to get caught up in such thoughts. I think it's important to realise it as just that . A thought. A transient experience which only exists as long as you hold on to it.

I can do that with most things, but when I like someone, and I even suspect that someone doesn't like caelum, it really gets to me and clouds away all that "logical thought" with "blah blah, don't blame them, blah blah blah".

I go between patches of "woah, calm down why would someone dislike you just for that" where I think like you about the subject; clearly and that it's all in my head, and "Don't go over there, they all hate you just stay in the corner there where you aren't in anyone's way."

A prime reason for homeschooling in the first place is because they want what they think best. They would hopefully be concerned to hear you feel this way and make efforts to amend.

I'm happy enough homescooled, if I went to school I would miss getting up when ever I want, doing what ver I want, learning what ever I want etc.

What's not so great is living ages away from anywhere, we don't really have petrol money to go to many things purely for social reasons :/

I know this is somewhat of a jumbled response, but I hope it was a worthwhile read. :)

It was a jumbled question! and it was really helpful too, you don't often get people that are kind enough to go to this sort of effort on any other site, you made me feel much better. :)