The scene of a party really dictates how it's going to go, the one that you ended up at? Well, that's the kind of party that I probably wouldn't like very much either. But the "hipster-crowd-counter-culture-ish" parties that I frequent are mostly great and not at all like what you experienced. It sounds like that's the sort of "rager"/house turned into a club that is what you see in movies or on tv when people try to depict college parties. Despite you not enjoying it, I would say it might be beneficial to look at it as a moment of you stepping outside of your comfort zone. There's nothing wrong with that, and I don't think one bad experience should permanently shut you off from trying it again, because as I said mileage may vary when it comes to parties or stuff like that.